Firstly, I am heartened by the many kind words from my freinds on here.
News update.
Well, I've had a load of xrays and tests, nothing intrusive yet, no biopsy. Initial prognosis is 'multiple myeloma', sh*t, I get all of them!! Seriously though they aim for the worst and hope for less.
Booked in for CT scan on 18th August, that means Computerised Tomography!! being an engineer, I understand the computer bit and the 'ography bit, the TOM bit I'm worried about.
My GP is on hols at the mo, as I've been told the she will tell me the news one way or the other. if she asks for Ruth to be there, I know I will break down.
So, keeping my pecker up with this enforced extended holiday (unemployed) the house is nearly finished and ready for sale in Surrey and to hell with everything I'm planning next years holiday with Ruth cycling in Brittany. I even totally rebuilt my bike and nearly finished hers. I'm still planning on going to LM as well as I missed the CA massive this year.
I'm just keeping my hopes up.
BTW, when I walk into the worst hospital in Surrey with my appointment letter, I am straight to the head of the queue much to the anoyance of people that may have been there an hour or more. I'll never complain about the DHS again.
Again, many thanks to friends for the support, I will keep everyone posted when further news is available.